Go Ahead Hate Me

 Is it normal to hate God when you are in so much pain?

How do you direct this anger towards God when you are unable to reach Him?

Would you dare inflict damage on his creations instead?

Do you also feel it is wrong because they are innocent and had nothing to do with whatever difficulty you are constantly being subjected to as of the moment? 

Will you just end your one way relationship with God?

Will you just end it by simply not acknowledging His very existence?

Will that be categorized as revenge? 

Because the mere fact that you are angry with Him only meant you still acknowledge that He exists.

I don't think this is how people become atheists, but how I wish I am one.